Wednesday 2 September 2009

di sunting dari ayu!!! (http://miszackzaihayu.blogspot.com)

ayu,,seriesly..ako pon gindu beliaw... =((



""FATIN AMIRA BT. FAUDZLI
(27th of August 1989- 14th of January 2009)

first of all..
i wanna wish u "happy birthday"..

n i want u to know, that i miss u so bad..
all the things we talked about, u know they stay on my mind..
i remember it clearly,
every single tears we shed,
every silly things we laughed about,
n most af all..
everything we've shared..

KMPK is d place where we met..
n we've been bestfren ever since..
its been such an honour to be ur fren..
i love ur happy-go-lucky attitude..
i love ur style..
i love ur confidence..

ur d first to teach me how to wear contact lense..
its funny how i cry when d first time i try it.. lol
n ur d first to teach me how to play Sally Saloon..
im addicted to it ever since !

however..
there's a "lil' misunderstood part" in the chapter of our frenship,
that lead us to a minor fight..
i regret for what i said to u..
maybe im too much..
i juz want u to know that i care about u..
i did it bcoz i love u.. i swear!
but the best part was when u cooked spegati to cool me down..
u always know how to make me smile..
thanx babe.. that was d best spegati ever..
in fact, the best part of my life !

dear Fatin..
honestly, my whole world turned upside down,
i froze when C-ma told me that u've gone forever..
i didnt believe her.. even i know that she didnt lie..
i went week on the knee that i almost stumble..
im so shocked that i couldnt cry..
seyes ako mcm nk gile tym 2!



the very next day..
somebody told me that there's a news about u on d newspaper..
i read it on n on..
there's a picture of u and ur father..
i still wished its not YOU!

rse mcm br semalam ako ckp ngn hg..
kte jnji nk jmpe kt pza kangar..
diz time ako lak nk blanje hg sbb aritu hg da blnje ako..
tp skang... da xsempat..

insyaAllah, setiap kali ako bce Yasin..
ako xpenah lupe nk hadiahkn kt hg..
ako harap hg bahagia kt sana..
rest in peace, dear Gadis Curiga..

Thank you Allah for giving me this opportunity to call her, "my fren"..


CMA... jage diri leklok k..
ako pon syg ko jgk.. very2!

so, soon soon!
""

4 comments:

  1. seyesly,sy sbg lelaki turut telah meleburkan egois dalam diri utk menangis tatkala membaca post ni..sangat menyanyat hati..saya turut memahami perasaan anda..saya kehilangan 2 orang rakan dalam tempoh setahun..2 org teman yg banyak membwa signifikant dalam hidup dan sejarah hidup..ditambah baru kehilangan seorang insan bergelar kakak kandung dan juga nenek tercinta..
    btw,arwah dak kmpk an?

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  2. khairul azkar: tq kerna sudi mebaca,,
    takziah ntok kamu juge..
    ajal dan maut mmg sntiasa ade.
    yup.beliaw xkmpk. 08/09 sesi PDT
    klo xkesah,, knp dgn arwh akk
    kndg kamu?

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  3. 2 la pasal.. ko xpenah gtaw ako pon psl jntung ko tuh.. take care k..

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  4. M[i]$Z[a]C[k]: bkn xgtaw.. juz ako pon mmg xmik port u.. nway, u t8 care 2 babe..

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